Spending to much time not being human

The world is waking up here in Michigan, there are flowers starting to bloom and the sky has become blue for more than an hour out of the day. It is really inspiring to me. I find myself stir crazy and seeking to break out of my office with no windows. It really gets me thinking about who I would be if I did not have to work all the time...if I could just break out and go be a human. It is remarkable how much time we spending living for mear existance sake to provide shelter and food for our selves and how little time we spend being the spiritual, natural connected beings that we were intended to be. It seems like some sort of crime to me. Does any one else feel this way?